wounds open for another ride as the new lashes prep the flesh for more, you understand that the pain isn't the worst of it and so begins the cycle of another death most unplanned lose it all and sit through a year without sunrise suffocate from the shift in change and film on your face and now I'll watch it die as I sacrifice it all again here... here on Earth. I'm terrified of this place castrated and stuck in place - you swear it's all a dream horrific routines grief and nudge and oh, if only to forget those days stay vivid as ever and I'll never put my heart back in found my soul again in a fortnight.. ...and set free toxins into the breeze I'll pay for this I'll pay for this I'll pay for this