God I hope you're ok You were stupid you deserve what you get God I pray you're not hurting You made the mistakes and hurt me in the process Damn I want you to be ok I'll be the first to laugh at your misery and cry and cry... Can’t bring myself to send you all my rage I hate it when I realise that I love you (x2) Hate it when I realise.... It’s really my first thought Should be the second It’s really my first thought Should be the second God I hope you’re smiling Every tear you cry is your just reward God I pray you're laughing Every word you ever said seems a lie Damn I want you to smile Maybe so I could just wipe it off your face No never...no never I hate it when I realise that I love you (x2) Hate it when I realise... It’s really my first thought Should be the second It’s really my first thought Should be the second It scares me to think that you’re being hurt It amazes me you may have asked for it It hurts you’re afraid Just dont be hurt Can’t bring myself to send you all my rage I hate it when I realise that I love you (x2) Hate it when I realise.... It’s really my first thought Should be the second It’s really my first thought Should be the second It’s really my first thought Should be the second It’s really my first thought Should be the second