For years memories have haunted me My thoughts have the darkest memories Printed on them I cannot get rid of the pain they portray Lugubrious moments follow me into my grave Every day I wake up to a nightmare Erase my mind so I can live again Cut my throat so I can breathe Every night I fall asleep hoping I don’t wake up Every night i fall asleep hoping i dont wake up Every day I wake up to a nightmare Erase my mind so I can live again Cut my throat so I can breathe Every night I fall asleep hoping I don’t wake up Every night i wish to die Living in isolation, no more memories will add to the pain I haven’t spoke to anyone in weeks, I think i’m going insane People full of life, I cannot relate, is anyone living like me? My existence is a mess that I’ll never clean up I line up the tools for removal I precisely cut the surrounding skin It is time to remove the agony within The Blood flows down my neck Twitching hands dig nails deep into the wound for extraction will my mind finally feel satisfaction? I grab onto a device and rip it out, I lost consciousness For years memories have haunted me My thoughts have the darkest memories Printed on them I cannot get rid of the pain they portray Lugubrious moments follow me into my grave Every day I wake up to a nightmare Erase my mind so I can live again Cut my throat so I can breathe Every night I fall asleep hoping I don’t wake up Every night i fall asleep hoping i dont wake up Every day I wake up to a nightmare Erase my mind so I can live again Cut my throat so I can breathe Every night I fall asleep hoping I don’t wake up Every night i wish to die Living in isolation, no more memories will add to the pain I haven’t spoke to anyone in weeks, I think i’m going insane People full of life, I cannot relate, is anyone living like me? My existence is a mess that I’ll never clean up After I wake up all I see is white noise I instantly regret my choice Blinded by the dreams of a normal life Blinded by the dreams of a normal life