Lost in the shadows Wandering across my own mind Desperately seeking answers As if I was blind Close my eyes, deny the truth Ignorance is now a bliss Forget this trivial, painful day Let it seep into abyss Embraced, entrapped, entombed By sour spirits reaching sky Dreams gone in smoke Incapability of having had the light Dishonor life to write another meaningless blank page Thoughts, the hate in me As putrid as my corpse shall be Blacken, exhaust Fear soon will bring me death Believe, deceive, distort A world unreal decayed and rotten Set to bloom in cage All alone amongst myself And this cold darkness within There is something deep inside Crawling beneath my skin Kill my rage, tear away my sickness Numb my senses to the core Keep me here inexcusable Till nothing more's worth fighting for As I slowly sink into the notingness Finally I am free, embraced by this neverending black If I could only hope to live forever bleak Where all the meanings are lost, where there is nothing worth to see