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Eyes are looking at me

Expect me to perform

The pressure compresses my soul

Doubt and anxiety are growing inside

I gotta keep smiling

Wanna vanish from being

If Lithium and alcohol are what I always need to enjoy reality

That doesn't make any sense to me

I feel confinement, will never be free

I can see the world's colors shining so bright

But why does it feel black and white?

Happiness feels like a sin

It's a constant war within

Is there any innocence left?

The world is such a dark place

I can't see a way out

I don't feel I belong anymore

As long as you're by my side, I'll try not to leave

It's tough, but you are worth it

I'm really trying to get out of this hole

But promise you will stay with me

Why have you left  I can't bear this no more

I am done  I follow you to a better place

I could see the world's colors shining so bright

But it damned felt so black and white

Happiness felt like a sin

It was a constant war within