Darkness engulfs my vision Emptiness swells in my being Life will soon wither and die Nothing bloans in the frozen tundra Only the glare of misfortune Solitude is my friend to the end As the thick gray clouds darken the sky Tears of Blood Heaving in utter misery Happiness.....is no mystery I fear not Masochistic melancholy Moribund.....treachery I corrode as I live I take as I give My life means not a thing Only misery I bring Disgust for a dying world Repulsed at mankind I lie in the shallow grave Which our fathers have dug for us My eyes close and picture nothing My thoughts are NOT with Christ In a final moment of glory My hatred of the cross doth flourish Passing into the Netherworld With a Bible BURNING at my side In the throes of death I cannot deceive thyself I will not repent nor regret Why hasn't religion gone extinct yet? I am cold to the religious lies It's the church that I despise Life bleeds from me The brilliant death of harmony Awaken...before you die Will you repent before you heave your last sigh? Look deep within thee Can you die.........honestly? (repeat 2nd verse) LYRICS: Mike B. - Mar.1993 MUSIC: Mike B./Shane K. Spring 1993/Feb.1994