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Born into this world

I learned the bitter truth

About living in a world of war

Since I was a child

I was always drilled to kill

Constant rejection of my free will

Impelled by their wrath

They rear troops of rage

Biological warfare – I shall become their gun

My childhood controlled by their lies

My innocence raped by their ignorance

No individuality – Domination of the group

My childhood, torn to shreds

Absurd phrases

Raven my thoughts

Despondency takes command

Black despair compels me

Destroys me

Pestilence

Pointless malediction

I’m the spawn of their malevolent nation

My war starts at the sharp end

I have to face what they call ‘fiend’

Now I’m a weapon

Without a choice

Who is the villain? Who is to blame?

I wait a second and I aim

In my ballistic curve

There is just my head

I’m no longer part of this terror

I’m no longer part of this disease

Salvation by suicide