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You knew I wouldn't go

That's why you threatened me

Would I stay?

Said I was sick and I'd be alone, said my mind was at my own

I didn't learn

You crawled up on your knees, a victim's pretty please

Would I stay? Would I stay? ...and I stayed

How many more times till I broke down

From that guilty mess

You taught me to hate to love you

That's because you love to hate yourself

I wish it had a happy end

Like the fairy tales pretend

There can be

But things are not the same when your life love was a game

Of make-believe

You get everything you want but not everything you need

And it's true, you receive what you achieve

How many screaming fights, tears of rage

Until it ended

How many more times till I say who I am

And don't pretend

How many more times till I broke out

Of that guilty mess

How many more times till I say who I am

And don't pretend