You knew I wouldn't go That's why you threatened me...would I stay? Said I was sick...I'd be alone, said my mind was at my own...I didn't learn You crawled up on your knees...a victim's pretty please... Would I stay? Would I stay? ...and I stayed How many more times, till I broke down from that guilty mess You taught me to hate to love you That's because you love to hate yourself I wish it had a happy end Like the fairy-tales pretend there can be But things are not the same When your life love was a game Of make believe You get everything you want But not everything you need A nd it's true..you receive...what you achieve How many screaming fights, tears of rage Until it ended How many more times till I say who I am And don't pretend