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I’ve been wrenching for hours

The room is spinning I can’t escape this feeling

I deserve to bleed to death

Push my hands through my rib cage

Fingers crushing my bones

Wrapped in veins

You eviscerate me completely

Vivisection

We were shadows until the sunrise

An omen of disease and destruction

Descending

Desolation

You reshaped the person that I was

I can’t believe my eyes

My body in the shape of a cross

Do you know what ten pints looks like

You had promised me

Salvation from these sordid visions