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Ideation ad infinitum

Challenger Deep level of collapse

Shielded by the dulled azure

Ceaseless, tireless and tiresome

Broken echo that I must endure

Manifestations of termination

With every word and every step

Suicidal assimilation

So sick to my stomach of myself

Numb to the horror of it all

Blood pact of my inexistence

Dreary promise of clotted black

Passenger of loathing and lead

Of failures stench in every act

The constant subconscious sabotage

The stillness as a subterfuge

Impulse excision to survive

So bored of this contrite abuse

Even in the golden hours

The voices never still

Every breath a transgression

Every second a weakening of the will