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You are my dead girlfriend reincarnate.

If you are here to explain her, you're much too late.

She despised the fact I was mostly right,

she didn't need much to make it a fight.

Beautiful woman, I adored you.

Now let us just say I hear you through.

But no allegations of me being bad

in razing the vivid dreams you had.

You didn't allow yourself to become

more familiar with anyone.

As the world grew smaller it just seemed

less important to proceed.

The way you kept the past too close.

The present made up by TV-shows.

Slipping further out of range,

the way you didn't want to change.

Your nightly ridden tormented soul

twisting in agony from long lost goals.

Grief's not laid to rest by blaming yourself.

You found yourself alone facing the truth,

all naked to the eye, all scarred by times' tooth.

You comforted yourself by closing your esyes.

For good.

I've always been a simple man

so it's hard to relate to this fatal plan.

Don't tell me it was the one way out,

don't even whisper it was right.

You're not allowed here anymore.

By stepping through St. Peter's door,

you resigned all living traits.

Eternal darkness is what awaits.

Your nightly ridden tormented soul...

Save me from your heartbleed.

There's no way you get her back.

Your nightly ridden tormented soul...

Save me from your heartbleed.

There's no way you get her back.

From my hell and back.