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When soaking rain pours down from the sky,

I want to stare into bright sunlight until im blind.

When I feel the warmth of the sun on my skin I wish for heavy rain,

to wash away all sorrow, to drown myself and all light.

I cant feel myself.

I am one of the ghostfolk.

Slowly dying. Fading away,

into darkness with every breath i take.

With every word i waste i suffocate and lose

all connection to my former life.

An invisible veil cloaks me softly.

It surrounds me and paints everything grey.

Lethargy calls me, it reaches for me. I waste my time waiting.

The days float by - merciless- while dreams lie frozen in time.

A hail of tears cuts through the blackest nights and happiness is swallowed whole.