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Here I'm lying on my bed

Sick of it all, sick of myself

Everything seems insurmountable and dejected

Want to stop the pain, desperate

I have lost all mainstay

Aggressive rage turns inside

I take revenge on my entourage

My death shall mark the rest off their lives

They will certify me posthumously insane

For fear of their own finiteness

A disgrace for the family they will live with the stain

Forgive me mother, I want to leave this hell

If I die everything still exists, thus proving my uselessness

So I start to hatch a plan to die as quickly as I can

Drowning, self-poisoning, asphyxiation,

Self-combustion or electrocution?

I will end up with Judas in hell

For I've decided to hang myself

Now the final stage off my morbid desire

I write a note to explain why

I choose a rope, it mustn't break

For I'm determined my life to take

I put my head right in

and place the rope beneath my chin

I give the chair a yank

And everything goes ...