I rise with the moon & fall like the sun.
Is this what I’ve become?
Grasping for air.
Reaching for hope.
Longing for breath.
Hands drawn blank.
As I feel the earth shake.
The ground beneath me begins to crumble.
Purge this world of its self-inflicted agony.
Just always wanting something more.
To tread this vast existence is just a fleeting thought.
Falling deeper & deeper into the cracks.
Losing my grip on any reality.
All I know is this life is mundane & completely bleak.
I am no longer one with humanity.
A burden on the earth.
End this misery. I have no worth.
Plagued with misanthropic intent.
Absent of empathy & calculated on everlasting misery.
Break my sanity.
For I am not living. No longer trying. Not a human being...
I rise with the moon & fall like the sun.
Is this what I’ve become?
Crushed by the weight of this world.
A damn creature a life alone.
My hatred of this plight keeps me warm.