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Proximity of all the vile mortal loathes me

Meanwhile the hate abide to all it also includes the most disgusting creature off all; the one who utter these words

I´m an erratic illusion that never should have existed

Just want to be something else but the one; the one who utter these words

In solitude, shielding myself entirely

The sporadic words everyone apprehend originate from pure hatred

Walking the path of total dissociation when the thoughts overwhelm my mind

Asphyxiated by anxiety, deluge by emotions

Weaken my essential craving for life

Asphyxiated by anxiety

Weaken my essential craving for life

Deluge by emotions

Never in control as a catastrophe approaches

A weight constrains me down, blind in calignosity; as trepidation creeps closer and closer

Stress equivalent to a trauma, a trauma that tells me that I do not belong

Life have abandoned me and I have the urge to abandon it

No longer recognize the one reflected by mirrors

Eternally threatened and hunted; as trepidation creeps closer and closer

Left in a deep well where I can see the light, but cannot reach up

Like claustrophobia it consumes me

I desperately need to make the decision to release my despair, as my only other choice is to be tortured until my certain demise

Weaken my essential craving for life

Make the decision

Weaken my essential craving for life

Release my despair

While my blood continuously flows down the drain, also does my despair

Leaving scars for the compensation of yet another night of rest

No anguish for the days that follow, like they do not exist

Here I find comfort, here I harmonize with nothingness that is my life

Releasing the anxiety, my despair

Here I find comfort

Releasing the anxiety, my despair

Nothingness is my life