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Your life is getting thicker

The stress begins to mount

You manage to solve a problem

And then two more are added to the count

It seems in every direction

You turn to find a way out

There looks like no place to go

So your head becomes full of doubt

All your friends are lost for words

They have no idea what to say

All their advice is no help

And now they don't want to stay

So into your sea of troubles

The weight of your world becomes too much

You're sinking deeper and deeper

Into a life you can't help but think is fucked!

Evaporation of your esteem

Disintegration of self-respect

Everything crumbles when you been overwhelmed

Used to think life was so perfect

Once so free of complications

Always thought it would stay sane

Never thought that things would change

Who's fault?

No one to blame

To carry on as a loser of life's game

Blame yourself

The only reasoning you can find is to:

Blame yourself

Drinking, driving to numb of pain

Tripping, hitting to avoid the shame

Tears may never come to your eyes

But nothing can stop the crying inside

Who cares?

No one can

Only alcohol and your drugs

Gives a damn

Abuse yourself

The comfort you choose is no help

Abuse yourself

Lying awake in the dead of night

Wondering whether to continue your life

Simple solution or so it seems

If you knew how to be quick and clean

Who could?

Suicide

Don't want to

Don't want to say goodbye

Kill yourself

If you only had the balls

Kill yourself

Now left alone inside of your head

Disgusting with it all, wish you were dead

Dreading to face another day

To let yourself feel this way

Hate yourself

What a feeling to believe!

Why do you hate yourself?