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In this night without the shining of the moon

I can't see what my hands really do

Just the smell, an ancient memory

The image of the beginning, the first drops

Some clouds start to scream far away

The accusation is raining down on my tears

Mixing misdeed and remorse

And his blood on my pain

The floor is wet with the water of sin

The cold took his body his heart beats no more

A rose of red tears lies on his chest

Are my hands caressing his unwise impatience

I'm sitting here, my lost unconsciousness flies in the rain

I'm watching it flying, I would like to escape

The first of my nights in this eternal cold cell

The one of my mind, forgotten this night

A beast from inside which grows like the fire

Burning the rain as a kiss fires the heart

A new desire is coming from dark

Darkness inside is now playing my part

A sneer on my lips while my tongue licks the floor

I reach his cover holding my hands around his neck

I kiss him the last time before letting him go

And now that I'm not me I can eat his flow

Time can't touch my cursed whiteness

Seasons may change but I'll walk anyway

When I'll find salvation through my damnation

I'll remember that night, when lonely I've cried