And I close my eyes again,
The blackness, it drives me insane...
An uncontrolled impulse,
Blood boiling, eyes behind mist...
I witness myself vanishing,
Something inside me grows...
It runs into my veins, my nerves,
Oh please, please, GOD NOOOOO!!!
Like an angel I float,
Above the grass,
A torrent through rocks,
A flood of blood,
The sky's turning red,
Sun tears apart,
I can't move my eyes,
I'm paralyzed,
The fright stays within,
As every night,
And sinus of life,
Sun's born and dies,
The black blackens deep,
In wait for dawn,
Yet this primitive need,
Keeps me alive.
Oh why, am I the one,
Who can't stand the night?
The sky starts to fall,
Star waterfall,
And the fire has spread,
Dust in my throat,
The skin comes off flesh,
My eyes boil,
And the storm has begun,
I hear the voice,
7 days turned backwards,
The end of world,
The endless pain of the void,
Ripping my bones,
And then I finally die,
Relief is brought,
And the taste of the sweat,
As I wake up...
Oh why, am I the one,
Who can't win this fight?
And what's the aim of live,
When I regret to be alive?