My illness has a name Diagnosis: insane Resistance in vain My mind in pain Poison in my veins Suppressing my gory memory The attending physician names it Recovered memory therapy I don't know my name Who's a friend and who are the enemies Don't know the rules of the game Don't know why they call me insane When the poison degenerates I can read it in my mind I can't believe what I see Can't believe that this is me! My room looks like a slaughter house Blood everywhere I am the butcher a girl plays the pig Disembowel her with an erect dick I don't know my name Who's a friend and who are the enemies Don't know the rules of the game Don't know why they call me insane A reverend in my cell Prays for my soul bound to hell A few steps to my execution I know that this is no illusion I don't know my name I must be someone of fame Don't know the rules of the game Don't know why they call me insane Too much poison in my veins That's the punishment for my games Stare to the light above my head Close my eyes and I am dead