You failed to change
You failed to adjust
You did it to yourself
Other metaphysical damage
You, who dreams of peace
It is you who devours and ruins
You cannot escape your fractures
Binary self, meeting nuanced real
Your sword poised inwards
That blade of Damocles
A rusted, toxic edge:
You continually wound your self
The scabbard is missing
I reject and desert endless betrayal
Not forgiveness, rather dissociation
Emptying myself into an alternate inky void
Metaphorically – literally – you disappear
Elsewhere, in purifying flame
I stride onwards, ever more alone
In this esoteric bleak wood
Overhead, the ravens wheel
Otherness to purity
Hatred and etched charcoal