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The future is nothing but a consequence of my mistakes

The past is something else

I’m too ashamed to bite that snake

If only I could go back and depart

There are so many things I’d change

But sadly, I’m too far away from the start

Oh, how I wish for a blank page

I’m doomed to keep rowing this forsaken boat

Through the river of tears and pain

Always facing backwards like a blind man

With no compass, lost in the rain

So many times, my redemption: denied

There’s no point trying out again

Every sip of water tastes like cyanide

Going on seems so inhumane