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On a virgin night

impatient I look for you

I want to hear you creaking under my fingers

I look for crumbs at the bottom of an empty dish

close my throat with your taste

my brains explodes, my hands bite

I must have you today, I'm going crazy, cannot think any longer

you are my life now

you say I was wrong somehow

a sick leaf on its tree, too big

destroy me while my nose is blocked

I'm trembling but that's no fear

it's a damned insatiable craving

in this game it's my arrival that runs towards you, with open arms

what the hell are you waiting for?

my body is calling you

it's now time to escape

with open arms

my body is calling you

fulfilled... and disgusted

I let my life beat me

I'm nothing among you

fulfilled... and disgusted

do not stop me

I let my life beat me

fulfilled... and disgusted

to sacrifice your mind waiting for results

hate and contempt are waiting for me

fulfilled... and disgusted

I must fade down before I degrade

I have desire of nothing, too often now

ready again tomorrow to crave

my saliva pushes to get

expand without friction

inside the reflection run on a banknote

I'll continue to despise myself