"you're going to know, how content I was on teaching you people that what you're doing is wrong. Or maybe that's all that needs to be done to stop you from greed, you have hate, you have anger, malice to outsiders. This is where he's taken me. You have tried to control my life, you have tried to take the traction of my life, you do not run my life, you do not determine my income, you do not determine what I desire, what I want, what I deserve. I determine that, my god determines that. So, I'm trying to get prepared to do what all needs to be done, but it has to be done and without a doubt I wish it could be done a different way but there is no way to make this right..."
