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Teach me how to see,

so that I can stare

into nothingness before me

so that i can stare

into burning light

Read Me

Invoke the creation of matter

within the core of my void

and bring into this vacuum

the warm breath of seclusion

plant the seeds of disbelief in me

so they can grow the fruit of my rebirth

And Im reborn iron instead of golden

Rusty, but righteous and truthful

Describe to me the sunrise

Introduce me to the peacock

chasing every sheaf of light

with his every feather of colours unseen

colours of magic radiating different in every eye

and with the look of thirst i seek the burning sphere in the sky

But it hides from me ,avoids me

and only spots of lunar delusion i see

Here i find the scars ive left in earth

so they remind me to hide from the silver light

that every honest judgement purifies

however something pushes me towards it

and i spread my arms, scarred and skinned

and im ready to uproot my yellow heart

i deny reality and truth

and depict the world whith the pigment of my soul

pigment made of colours that Ive never seen

no one here who I can ask, no one to perceive

the picture that I paint

the feeling and the sight

No one to enjoy a picture

lacking shades of emptiness and pain

however can i stream vibration

unlike the one enslaving me

I need to stop lookingn in that mirror

beyond which lies the crystal soul of sky

yet again I stare in its depts with hope to find this burning sphere

but now up there neither moon nor the sun nor the stars appear

The ambassador Mercurius hopelessly approaches

why am I forsakend banished buried in the cold and souless soil

i carve new wounds the old ive torn apart

my hands are bathing in the nether blood of mine

I paint the eyes that look ahead

and I crave to see what they see

Kimah elenu su'ati bahlu