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Forgive me if I

Pitiful

I’ve seen so many things on this journey of mine

Back and forth

As we write to each other with words which cannot explain

The war that I’ve endured

The horrors I have witnessed

The dreams i no longer keep

Forgive me if I

I No longer care

If I live or die

Once beautiful

I bury memories of the grounds I grew

One by one

I’ve forgotten the joys that I once knew

The war that I’ve endured

The horrors I have witnessed

The dreams i no longer keep

Forgive me if I

I No longer care

If I live or die

Rape

I’ve been taken

I’ve been stripped

And forsaken

I’m so serious

They lied to me

All those times things that once seemed fine to me

Suddenly, it’s obvious, as obliviously

The bomb has dropped

Nothing

Now there’s Nothing

Dust to dust, just feed me something

I’m so serious

They lied to me

All those times things that once seemed fine to me

Suddenly, it’s obvious, unbeknownst to me

The bomb has dropped