Eyes are hollow, cheeks are moss Lying down, the night not yet dawn. As the night comes, this soul loses light How many more times should I spend this night? This body being stained with crimson blood Closing my eyes, darkness creeps to me I curl in the corner and hold my head And keep screaming and screaming in the dirty dark room This spirit is worn and exhausted I cry out to "Kill me" with all my might The wounds of the past still suffer A plethora of guilt penetrates me Wandering around in a dark maze The smell of blood rushes Touching the wall,hands are entangled with the tentacles Taking a step forward legs are grabbed Drunk with repentance, unable to move and breathe Moon and stars floating in the dark blue sky That's the only healing in this endless prison The dawn star is visible in the fading consciousness The sky brighter and the church illuminates Standing up in front of the door, My void eyes are so full of blood The hands on the knob are trembling and the legs are shrugging, so I stand alone. I retrace my step and head towards the bed. Lying down and waiting for this pain to subside Care me, Heal me, Save me But I can't say those words at last An endless corridor, the darkness continues beyond sight I hear a voice blaming myself I run into anxiety Even if I cover my ears, that ill voice echo The fear of the future turns around my head Moon and stars floating in the dark blue sky That's the only healing in this endless prison Life is trying and painful forever Is such a life meaningful? There is no answer even if I keep asking Nobody cares about me Moon and stars floating in the dark blue sky That's the only healing in this endless prison The dawn star is visible in the fading consciousness The sky brighter and the church illuminates God is faithful; He will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, He will also provide a way out so that you can stand up under it I hand on the door and step outside The starry night looks angelical