I peered beyond the gates A visage of all fate The distorted illusion Life is only pain We do not exist Lifetimes of ignorance Accursed normality What we fell beneath The unfeeling one By the rays of the sun They never reached me here I fade so far away The cold, bleak cruelty Of your reality Burdened me to this I am solipsistic I left my hopes and dreams Down this wishing well of fiends Deluded into believing in the light I only see eternal night There is nothing in this disgusting, filthy miserable world I have no worth, no soul inside me, I am the last nihilist To believe in a way out of this hell is to accept hope into your heart Hope is a tool of the fucking weak ones, foolish and ignorant of the truth I reject reality I left my hopes and dreams Down this wishing well of fiends Deluded into believing in the light I only see eternal night There is no way out of this prison Miserable pathetic existence I have dissociated I am the last nihilist