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I tried so hard

To live in this world

A celestial jest

Like the boulder  of Sisyphus

A hellscape lives within

The confines of my shattered mind

I burn in the light

And I'm lost in the night

Shadow people abound

Delusions beyond the clouds

Presence of a nothing

That nothing has become me

I came with nothing

I'll leave with nothing too

Dysthymia, the human condition

The tempo of misery

Anhedonia

Derealization

Hypersomnia

The shape of misery

Dysthymia

The tempo of disease

Death is the only cure

Wouldn't you wish to end this ceaseless yearning?

What is wrong with you detestable talking monkeys?

Misery and pain define the human condition

Catatonic cognitive dissonant astringency

Anomie embalms the reclusive evolution of us

Onward we sprint into the glorious Anthropocene

Justice will be served in the form of our extinction

Haven't you realized yet we are just a cosmic joke?

Joke

Joke

Joke

No

No

No

Dysthymia

Dysthymia

Nothing as pure

Depression, my only true friend

It has always been there for me

Forever hidden within

Ache in the walls

The confines of my psyche

I breathe apocalypse

The nothing I built inside

Carved out of pain

A cathedral of worshiping death

The want of an end

I've seen nothing but withering light

So I'll just keep dancing

To the rhythm of this disease

So I'll just keep dancing

To the rhythm of this disease