I want to feel
Once again real
Trapped in this hell
Evermore
I need escape
I need new faith
I am godless
Mind abolished
A lifetime of
depression is
Overwhelming
I want out
No one can save
Me from this place
I must act lone
To be free
My name is suicide
You and I will coincide
I will be your estranged lover
But you can never leave me
This courtship is lifelong (no divorce)
I will stay in your thoughts
I will haunt your fucking dreams
I will send you agony
You do not get to choose
It is I who chooses you
I want to watch you take your life
It brings my spite to new heights
After all you go through
I will find another who
Feels the same exact way
Give them death, make them pay
It lives inside us
Begging to be free
It will destroy all
It is lunacy
It makes us feel weak
Frail and afraid
The light is gone
We just want our graves
It has been with me
For a whole lifetime
I try to keep it
In the darkest depths of my mind
It will not leave me
Neither you as well
It exists on earth
A place known as hell
The images burn
Inside my mind's eye
I can see it
My own suicide
These thoughts are with me
All the fucking time
It's like someone screaming
No need to be alive
A lack of purpose
In this awful life
A noose is yearning
And so grows my spite
I never wanted
Life to be like this
Never found it so hard
Simply to exist
Take this pain away
I do not want it now
I want to feel again
I want fucking out
This burden' s crushing me
Burying all my light
Imprisoned in darkness
I am emboldened by the spite
Apathy is rising high
Could care less about my life
The only thing keeping me going is
Knowing that I'll die
This place is so cold
Frozen and pitch black
I have gone blind and emotionless
Pray it's taken aback
This depression fetish
A blinding revelation
It is inside us all
Our annihilation
I know you are the same
Locked inside this dirty cell
Seeking out the answers
Only finding hell
We cannot continue
A society built on pain
Suicidal nirvana
Torment in our brains
We must leave this behind
And step into the light
Seemingly impossible
Trapped inside this life
My name is recovery
We will have familiarity
I will not be your friend
But I'll help you to the end
I want to cure you
Take all your pain away
I want to help you
Get your escape
I want to make you
Feel something again
I want to save you
From yourself again
But one day I will leave
Leaving you in bitter grief
Repeat the cycle again
Screaming out for the bitter end
No
I will break this cycle
I will break this cycle
I will break this cycle
No
I will break this cycle
I will break this cycle
I will break this cycle
No
I will break this cycle
I will break this cycle
I will break this cycle
No
I will break this cycle
I will break this cycle
I will break this cycle
