Focused breathing Down and down and down Attend to my words Down and down Came here screaming Down and down Lost in my mind’s maze Down and down Spark your own demise Unsure abide Secrets veiled in sighs Time-abraded mind Sober visions Down and down and down Doubts are denied Down and down Cease the screaming Down and down Settle your soul Down and down Spark your own demise Unsure abide Secrets veiled in sighs Time-abraded mind Time ain’t by our side Not you nor I Keep masquerading Shattering my pride For all the years of swallowed tears All it brought was more pain Emptiness fills the hollow soul Desperate whispers taking their toll Yearning for light amidst the gloom Trapped in darkness, a silent tomb Float, free your mind Lost in time, fate unkind Grow, shadows bind Echoes of the past haunt the mind Five swans fly over the scene Chasing skies much more serene Four limbs that I can claim as my own These things can barely take me home Three starlings sing to guide my way Keep the smell of sweat and shame at bay Tipped off how this befell me Was the taste of a discarded remedy