Creative, joyous plunge With torture substituted And thoughts of foreign minds Last strain of life polluted This masochistic urge To say and to be heard And thoughts, the mind they urge This pain is mine alone Alone, I walk this earth But voices, they surround me The flame of my mind's hearth Afflicted, though you can't see Give in, to your demons Forget now your fears Let bursts of my laughter Replace bitter tears At ease with the warfare Your war is not won Survived but one battle And now, I'll be gone Alone, I walk this earth But voices, they surround me The flame of my mind's hearth Afflicted, though you can't see Awaken in cold sweat Another's life I've lead A deja vu of loss A deja vu of pain