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I’ve traveled astral to escape the human blight

I’ve tried to disassemble reasonings inside my mind

And yet they fail to see

It’s not what’s wrong with me

No one can see me

When I’m lost behind these mental walls

No one can find me

When I hide behind my mental walls

No one can see me

When I hide behind these walls

I am hidden from all

Fading (I am fading away)

Evading (Evading the world)

I’m changing (I am changing the way I live)

I’m blaming (Blaming everyone but myself)

I am the prisoner, the warden, the keeper of my crypt

Pessimistic of my future

Enough to make me sick

And as I stare out my window

My life is passing me by

They are immersed in daylight

Embracing life

As I hide from my window

Away from staring eyes

Put out the fire that’s inside you see

Reality it brings to me

I am lost behind these mental walls

Standing alone

I have tried to see the insanity

That life and love can bring to me

But I am lost behind these mental walls

To die alone