I wonder, I wonder
What lies asunder
in the deep mirror waters before me.
I wonder, I wonder,
Below grey skies of rain and thunder
If I should pity frailty.
I wonder, I wonder.
Always, on this isle of cinder,
My mind, a ravenous aerie.
Come and take me ocean;
Wash away my still body.
Let it be an hideous beacon
To all travelling boatmen
Of the dreariness of vanity.
Come and rip me ocean
Tear these limbs apart
Let me be a crumbling beacon
To all wandering boatment
Of a man who forgot his heart.
I wonder, I wonder,
with eyes toward the skies domed border,
in the deep waters engulfing me.
Now I am a capsule of amber
An anchor of anger
On the waves of remembrance.
Now a fallen sailor,
A half spoken rumour,
A man who sought deliverance.
I am ash.
No words spoken over bitter waves
Nothing to bleed for
Nothing to look for
Lost years, a battallion of hate
Such a fool, an instrument of fate.