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Here I am alone again

Seems like agony is my only friend

Darkness clouds all my thoughts

Another heartbreak’s got me bent all out of sorts

Tears in eyes and knife in hand

Is it my job to make this torment end

Another day, another dead dream

Happiness is Illusive it seems

Hopelessness has lead to defeat

With pain so constant it’s even in my sleep

I wanna run away from this place

But your mind cannot be escaped

I’ve tried to fight but resistance is futile

With spirits so low I’ve forgotten how to smile

The dark has made the light burn

From this pit I cannot return

My mind is not my own

It's been plagued by disease

Consuming everything

I can barely breathe

Happiness is just an illusion

Created by the mind

But to true happiness

I’ve become blind

Crying out for some help

With screams unanswered I fail to help myself

Drowning in a sea of black

I’ve sunk too far there’s no turning back

Thoughts and feelings all awry

I crawl up into a ball and I cry

Blinded by this pain in my heart

I chose the way out that gave me a fresh start

Blank stare on my face

As i escape from this cold place

Swallowed up by the dark

My lifeless corpse left quite a mark

Tears from loved ones as I was set free

I beg of you please don’t mourn for me

Lost and scared all while feeling alone

Now in peace as carved upon my stone