Cold body on the ground I’m wrapped in my burial shroud When they came to cut me down my silence was a deafening sound I tried fighting this sickness for years now I’m drowning in a pool of my tears The enemy was inside my head and on this battlefield I lay dead I don’t wanna fight anymore This is it I’m laying down my swords I don’t wanna die anymore I wish my feet could still touch the floor I wish there was a different way where things could be ok A life without this constant pain could free me from my chains There wasn’t any other choice that I could clearly see So now you stand in front of me begging for me to breath Don’t blame yourself my brain wanted me dead I didn’t want to die I tried so hard to survive This disease infecting my brain it was the cause of all my pain I love you all so goddamn much and i hope you don’t hold a grudge The enemy was inside my head and on this battlefield I lay dead I don’t wanna fight anymore This is it I’m laying down my swords I don’t wanna die anymore I wish my feet could still touch the floor I wish there was a different way where things could be ok A life without this constant pain could free me from my chains There wasn’t any other choice that I could clearly see So now you stand in front of me begging for me to breath I wish there was a different way where things could be ok A life without this constant pain could free me from my chains There wasn’t any other choice that I could clearly see So now you stand in front of me begging for me to breath Don’t blame yourself my brain wanted me dead I don’t wanna fight anymore This is it I’m laying down my swords I don’t wanna die anymore I wish my feet could still touch the floor I started living for myself but he just wanted to destroy my health I started living for myself but he just wanted to destroy my health I started living for myself but he just wanted to destroy my health I started living for myself but he just wanted to destroy my health I wish there was a different way where things could be ok A life without this constant pain could free me from my chains There wasn’t any other choice that I could clearly see So now you stand in front of me begging for me to breath I wish there was another way where things could be ok A life without this constant pain could free me from my chains There wasn’t any other choice that I could clearly see So now you stand in front of me begging for me to breath Don’t blame yourself my brain wanted me dead