GENE HOGLAN Pays Tribute to MICHELLE MELDRUM - "I Wouldn't Be Where I Am Today If It Weren't For You"

Drummer Gene Hoglan has issued the following tribute to MELDRUM guitarist, bandmate and close friend Michelle Meldrum, who passed away on May 21st as a result of a cystic growth on her brain that had restricted oxygen and blood flow to her brain, rendering her brain dead.

"I'm in Australia as I write this, doing those clinics, and they're going well. But, I'm not here to talk about that. These are the blackest days of my life...

I just lost my sister and best friend, Michelle. I can't believe this complete agony. I am lost and broken-hearted. I wouldn't be where I am today if it weren't for you, Michelle. Your friendship has meant the world to me, since we were teenagers. I can't believe you're gone. I would switch places with you in one second if I could. For you, for Jake, for your Mom and Bob, who are my family, too.

I am so fortunate to have had you in my life, especially these last couple of years, when we got to re-connect and kick ass together. Your strength through copious adversity has been such an inspiration to me, you'll never know.

And now you're gone...

I can't believe that you're not gonna be there when I get home. I just can't believe that. You've been my rock, my confidant, my warrior-sister. Having you in my life has brought me such joy, and I know you know that.

But you're gone...why? WHY?

I've had so many conversations in my head and out loud with you these past few days, willing you to get better, pleading with the powers-that-be for a miracle that was not to be. You are now, and forever will be, right be my side. But I wish I could hear your voice again. I wish you would make me laugh again, like you were always amazing at doing. I wish you would just talk back to me for real. Even just one more time.

I love you with all my heart, and I will miss you like no other. This world is a darker place for your passing. My heart is with you and your family. My family.

Peace be with you, my wonderful friend."

Love,
Gene



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jason    May 23, 2008